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    3/1/2008

    平衡

    除了父亲的健康 现在实在找不到有什么好烦躁的了 目标明确 生活慢慢上轨 家庭和睦 小生意做做 很少去抱怨什么?幼稚的想法耿耿于怀的思维说走就走 2手空空2眼无神时懦弱的把自己放在太空 于是抬头数星星 试着飘逸的逃避 看也不看下面一眼 但天总归会亮  阳光杀灭了所以的幻觉 回到真实 呼吸氧气 
    1年半的时间我在挣扎着 我不想睁开眼睛 我以为我在宇宙 我知道我胜不过地心力 于是我双手乱抓 脑子闪现和谁一起谈论过理想 和谁一起走过桥 和谁一起笑过事情 和谁一起穿过的衣服...我默认了我再次理想的懦弱和高尚的逃避 只有自己知道要死亡了...呼吸是我每天唯一不去怀疑的做法...
          我唯一要感谢的谁不是那个一起谈过理想的人 更不是那个一起走桥是谁
          那次当我又次双手乱抓的时 我感到无比寂寞 我想找人发泄 至少恳求有人倾听 以前的都已经是人去楼空  我没有勇气那么主动 我也不会等待 没有人告诉我要怎么做即使我多么需要有人拉我一手
    也许是上天可怜我 我开始忙碌起来 我想方设法击败对手 我找到目标 从确认到认定没花我多少时间 我几乎没有空去理睬那些诱惑无能的风景 只管在单行到上行使 我厌倦了终点 我甚至憎恨那些回忆 软弱 无能 逃避 我认为认定我一去不复反了
        2天前我过 25岁的生日 我请了很对朋友来 我有能力请 我赚了很多钱 不用担心周3以后的伙食 也不用为没有钱冲手机而着急 我准备买马6 然后带单反去实现我的兴趣和美好 我不想找女朋友因为我可以去嫖妓 我不怕没女朋友因为我财貌尚可 我没有友情因为大家都想分一杯羹 我有很多朋友因为还没有到时候 
    我很满意现在的生活 因为我把生活平衡了

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    jiafei shaowrote:
    好久没来看了,生活发生很大变化了吗,呵呵
    祝一切都好:))
    Apr. 2
    Mavis Zhongwrote:
    写的不错。
    Mar. 26

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